Study the divination arts. They are important for you to function as a human being. When you go on your search for truth you'll find out that the divination arts are the solution to your problems. Don't waste too much time looking at the problems in your life. The solution is studying the divination arts. Initiate yourself. The problems are big, but the study of your own brain and soul is your answer for all your problems. Start merging your right and left brain. Read books about the soul.